Not Here to Make Friends by McAlister Jodi
Author:McAlister, Jodi
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Simon & Schuster Australia
Published: 2024-01-03T00:00:00+00:00
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But Iâd dug my thumbs in hard enough in the right places. It worked anyway.
I got what I wanted from Cece. A little speech about how it was better for Dylan not to know about the âuglinessâ between her and Heather â better for him to keep his head in the game.
Romeo-Dylan was standing just behind me as Cece spoke. I could feel his gaze. Tender when he looked at Cece. Glowering when he looked at me.
Tomorrow, I promised myself. Tomorrow, I was going to cancel the whole day of filming. It would have been the Episode Five Last Chance Party and Necklace Ceremony, and with Heatherâs elimination, we didnât need to do those anymore. I was going to cancel everything, and I was going to sit down with Romeo-Dylan, and I was going to do whatever it took to get him back on side.
I was a master of detachment. It was hard to play chess when you cared about the pieces. I needed him to trust me. I didnât need him to like me.
That didnât help the sick feeling in my belly.
Romeo-Dylan insisted on staying to sit with Cece while I went into the Convent to shoot interviews. I let him. Any concession I could make â anything that would help him feel like I was on his team â I would do it.
I did my job with ruthless, clinical precision. I interviewed each of the women in the Convent about the fight. I got some grabs that would make this Very Special Episode one of the most talked-about pieces of television of the year. I got content that would make Fucking Greg cream his jeans.
I took Heather aside. She was crying, shoulders shaking, big blue eyes red with tears. âYou have to help me,â she hiccupped, clutching at my sleeve like a lifeline. âPlease. Theyâre all bullying me.â
I fixed my gaze on her fingers on my arm and went completely, aggressively silent.
It took her a moment to catch up.
Then her breath caught in her throat. A stillness came over her, one Iâd seen many times before: a stillness born of total, abject fear.
Slowly, she let go.
âYou should count yourself lucky,â I said.
âWhat â what do you mean?â
âYou thought tonight was bad, dealing with all the women down here.â I didnât have to dig deep to find my most terrifying, threatening, dangerous voice. âBut I want you to think about how that would have gone if Lily Fireball was in the room.â
Heather paled, but she balled a hand into a fist. âIâm not scared of her.â
âThen youâre not very smart.â
Her lip started quivering again.
âCrying isnât going to work on me,â I said. âItâs not going to work on her either. She might not be down here yet, but she will be, sooner or later. Maybe even in the same bedroom as you. Do you know what itâs like to sleep with one eye open, Heather?â
Tears were pouring down her cheeks. âI didnât do anything wrong.â
âThis place is full of cameras and microphones.
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